lol..
so i'm writing becoz someone asked me too..
haha :)
i'm feeling bored becoz i got notin to do even though it is a holiday month..
i want to do something fun...
any ideas?
hmm....
if it were you guys, will you choose jaywalkers or jayeffect?
lol..just curious..
i prefer jaywalkers but it is not winning:(
haha...gtg..bye!!! :)

^Love N Respect^

pythoncena

yosh!!
lol..
sometimes i wonder don't people really understand the phrase
"Actions speak louder than words?"
I guess some really don't..
I have experience that many times in my life
so i really wonder..
Are human hearts made of stone?
becoz sometimes we tend to do things that make us heartless
but sometimes we do things that make us look like the perfect human in the world..
Does it takes something bad to happen to our life b4 we are willing to walk in the correct path?
well i'm not saying i'm perfect in anyway but i know that even if i'm the worse human there is in this planet, i won't hurt those who work hard to brought me up.
Those are the people that make you see the world as it is today..
They may not love you but they do let you live..
So is it really hard to walk on the correct path in life thinking about god n your love ones?
I may nt be walking on that path but for sure i always remember my love ones..
Basically speaking, i hate those people that are walking the wrong path but also not thinking about your love ones....
The least you can do when you know you are useless is not to trouble them or hurt them...they must have gone through hell to raise you...
All i know is in my life i do know two such persons...
Well i can just hope you will walk the correct path becoz you guys have been given way too much chances to change...more than me precisely...
So make the right choice, you might not be so lucky the nxt time you are caught..

^Love N Respect^

pythoncena

:)
yeah its me again....
there's so many thing happening to me lately
so i don't have the time to write..
i will talk about it later..
ferst up, in half an hour time its Mother's Day
so here i am wishing all mothers in the world a Happy mother's day!!
especially my dearest mum! :)
you have been suffering so much lately
but for tomorrow, enjoy your day..
even if its only for awhile...
hmm...i may not be able to make you happy
but just to let you know, i will always love you..
if you feel hurt becoz the rest of your children still won't change,
just know that i will always be there if you need me...
i may not be the perfect child but i would never ever want to hurt you in anyway..
you may want this wishes coming from my elder sis or my younger bro
so just tink that this is really coming from them ok?
Happy Mother's Day!!
hmm...
if my sis and bro are reading this, i just want to tell you guys,
the happiness being with your family is different than being with your friend...
to tink that i have to say this to a19 years old female and 16 years male is stupid..
you may tink you guys can continue living with your 'friends' but when they had enough of you, you will be coming back home.
The home that you threw away to be wild..
A friend will never ask you not to come back or watever it it, they will want you to be your best so, choose your friend wisely...
I'm just wondering, can't you really be good for 1 day for your mum on this special day?
hmm...to tink that i can tink more maturely than a 19 years old is funny..
you know very well our mum can only rely on you whether academically or knwledge...
but you chose to abandon the only hope she have...
i told you earlier that i am willing to sacrifice anything for our mum to keep smiling...
i'm wondering if i'm gone, will you guys mend your ways?
if it is true than i will gladly sacrifice myself..
losing me won't cause our mum anything you know...
i'm not good at studying nor anything...
i won't be able to help her in future..
although i'm only 17, i don't care becoz i have never find my life to be useful to anyone...i only brings trouble to them..
you guys have way better chances in life than me so don't waste it...
hmm...from the bottom of my heart i really love you guys but i know it will only be too cheezy to tell that to the both of you..
i'm not asking you guys to change for me but do it for our mum..
i hate seeing this family breaking up...

^Love N Respect^

pythoncena

:)
lol..
i guess i'm creating another blog for my pain maybe??
haha..anyway don't get offended about anything in my blog k..
it will only concerns me and my family..
i'm writing all of this not to gain your sympathy..
but just so that i don't bottle up my feelings..
it may lead to something bad..
hmm...i'm not brave enough to voice out my thoughts
so i guess this is the only way.. :(
so don't hate me..
bear with me until i have the courage to face all the problems k..
thanks in advance.. :)

^Love N Respect^

pythoncena