Wow...i seriously have the worst family in the world man..
I know that I'm not one of your favorite but showing that right in my face hurts me very much...sometimes i do forgive and forget but you just make me want to disappear from the face of this earth...If you want to know how i realised I'm not your favorite? I can give you tons of reasons...
When the others do something wrong or anything they want, the most you would do is keep quiet but if it was me, you would scold me as if i have make the biggest mistake in my life and you keep giving me excuses when i make my decision...
I don't need anything from you...please just respect my decision and don't be too obvious in showing favors...I'm not trying to hurt you in any way even though you are hurting me...I just think that i can't hold it in anymore if you keep doing all that hurtful things to me...maybe you think that i just don't express myself so i don't care but its my respect for you that makes me show only my happy face to you...I'm fine with being the outcast in this family but just don't keep hurting me as if I'm a human without any feelings...
I have always ask myself should i continue being the nice one or should i just be myself ??

^Love N Respect^

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